Showing posts with label Just Stupid. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Just Stupid. Show all posts

Thursday, September 13, 2012

For you

Only for you,
I climb onto the sun,
And make every ray just a bit more pretty,
As it shines for you,
Only for you.

Only for you,
I hold onto the clouds,
And squeeze out every drop of happiness inside,
And make them fall for you,
Only for you.

Only for you,
I argue with sounds,
And bargain for every one of them to be your melody,
As music flows for you,
Only for you.

Only for you,
I pray to your gods,
And wish to have faith in whatever you do,
As I believe for you,
Only for you.

Only for you,
I read about the past,
And fight for a future all of our own,
As time adjusts itself for you,
Only for you.

Only for you,
I look at the world,
And realise the darkness that it is saved from,
As light shines for you,
Only for you.

Only for you,
I live my life,
And take every breath to breathe in your scent,
As I exist for you,
Only for you.



My first post and completed poem (well if you could call it that) after I got my first job. Inspired in part by the really beautiful lyrics to Tere Liye by Gulzar (even though this isn't fit to lick the boots of that song, just seemed wrong if I didn't give credit)

Friday, February 3, 2012

Whispers I

How is it that I have so much to say to you,
And no way to say it once I see you?
How is it that my eyes search for you everywhere,
But when they find you they're unable to stare?
How is it that you are so beautiful to me,
And this I can never truly make you see?
How are you so intelligent and perceptive,
Yet so oblivious and ignorant to how I feel?



I have reached a nadir, I think. Of just posting anything that comes to mind. But meh.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

No Hard Feelings

Look at me once, look at me now,
Stop, smile, wait, and decide how,
How you feel about me,
How you want me to be,
I'll break every barrier, and swim every sea,
I'll change for you, no one to stop me, no force,
Whatever you decide, I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm yours,

I stayed up so many nights for you,
Wasting away in the dark, finding new things to do,
To get through your defences, these walls you've built around,
Your friends, your prejudices, your likes, your dislikes, your sight and sound,
For you I made myself better, without you I'm lost, one look and I'm found,
I wait on your every word, every move, every laugh , every sigh,
With every smile I die a thousand deaths, I die, I die.

And I knew
From the first smile, I knew
That I'll bow down to you,
And your tyrant eyes,
Make me laugh when they do,
Make me cry when they do,
I've become a slave to your eyes,
A puppet to your smile
I knew
From the first look and the first words,
I was over,
I was sentenced,
I was damned.

And when you refused, I was lost,
I met the wall I couldn't have crossed,
Everything so unimportant and bleak,
I can't have you, loneliness I seek,
And I wasted away in the dark for weeks,
But then I realize, maybe you're not worth the strife,
And I don't know if you know, but I'll survive, I'll survive.

Friday, December 16, 2011

Red Eyes

These red eyes I've been given,
They only see the truth,
They look through the bullshit and deception,
They look through the smiles,
They look through the saccharine sorrow,
They just stare through the wiles.

These red eyes I've been given,
As a gift for my naivete,
A gift for my fucked up morals,
They tear through my misconceptions,
They stare past my self-illusions,

These red eyes I've been given,
They tell me what is,
And not what I want,
They show me what lives,
And also those that can't,
These red eyes I have now,
They point me in the direction,
Of transparency and justice,
They tell me now to go to places,
Where lies are out of practice.

These red eyes I've been given,
They look through you now,

These red eyes I've been given,
They no longer wonder how,

These red eyes I've been given,
Even see things you won't allow.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Infinite

The world is so big, love,
So big we can go on forever,
The world is so cruel, love,
So cruel we will never reach the end.

All we have is so little, love,
All we have is you and me,
All we have is so much, love,
All we have is what lets us be.

Do you need the world to know, love?
Do you need the world to see?
Do we spend eternity together, love?
Do we part ways to be free?

What do I say to you now, love?
What do I say to change our life?
What if my words could change the world, love?
What if sadness disappeared and joy was rife?

Words mean nothing to me now, love,
They seem hollow and untrue,
Wish for my happiness now, love,
And all my happiness is you.

Monday, June 27, 2011

The Boatman and the Winds

The winds, they ask the boatman,
How much will he take to take them across,
The great river that flows through his land,
To the lands beyond these fields and this rain,
To the lands of neighbours and those who live far away.

To the cities and nations dying,
To deserts and forests sighing,
To shores where there is no laughter,
And through doors of people,
Who grieve and are crying.

The winds, they ask the boatman,
How he drowns out all the noise,
Of tragedy and all this pain,
And glides along the river,
When the universe and all life are for vain.

How he keeps faith inspite of this pollution
Of the minds that has permeated the mighty river,
How he sticks his oar in the filthy waters everyday,
To carry miserable people not wanting to return
To lives that make the deepest levels of hell shiver.

The winds, they all despair,
Each year for change they bring fresh air,
But all they find is destructiveness and doom,
And the pure monsoon clouds they bring
Only rain down blood in this living tomb.

Why bother anymore, why continue?
What use is air when no one wants to breathe?
What use is change if all you ever get is grief?
Corpses of little children decorating the streets,
The delicate glass houses of their dreams,
Shattered by their own screams.

The boatman just paddles,
Pushing his boat onwards to other shores,
He just smiles, thinking about his many chores,
What was it to him if miserable people died?
Why should it matter if everyday to himself he lied?

He could see his land wither and die,
He could see his love, his river, wash away the rot,
He wasn't deaf to the crying, not impervious to the fear,
And as much as he tried to pretend,
He knew this land, to him, was dear.

The boatman, he just felt the winds against his ears,
Whispering their admonishments, their helplessness, their misgivings,
And as reply he just sings the songs of hope,
The songs he used to hear his father sing,
Songs of the time when the river and the land did elope.

And in the song, the winds heard defiance,
A simple refusal against the destiny he had to cope,
The boatman would ferry people to their shores,
He would bring them to their destinations,
All the while hoping they brought hope.

The boatman sang louder, willing everyone to hear,
Willing them to rise up and join the chorus,
The land was paralysed, it had to be shaken out of it's trance,
He would do his hardest to deny the end,
No complaining and no acceptance.

The winds joined the boatman in one voice,
Singing the song of the land, of hope,
The storms would end, the sun would rise,
And until this endless night of despair came to an end,
They would persevere inspite of all the false dawns and cries.

Monday, April 25, 2011

When I See You

When I see you,

I am just happiness,

I am clean, I am pure,

And for that one moment I endure,


Truly, in a way that feels right,

In a way that is as it always should be,

In a way that robs me of all fight,

Free, hopeful, needy, and still in your might.


When I see you,

I am like a kite,

I am boundless and I soar,

And for that one moment I am more,


More than just paper held back by strings,

Destined to fall or be cut down,

In that one moment, my soul has wings,

From no worth, in the air I am the king of kings.


When I see you,

For that fleeting moment I conquer,

I conquer peace, war, the living and death,

I condemn everything alive and I treasure every breath.


I give rise to empires, and I kill giants,

I become your Hercules, your saviour, your hero,

Rise higher than an emperor, Fight villains and tyrants,

To die at your lightest touch, the smallest, weakest of ants.


When I see you,

I forget my place in the world,

I forget that I have duties and you’re not my right,

I forget that I have limitations the moment you are at sight.


I forget that you are not of my world,

That I cannot love an illusion,

I forget every law, every tradition, every notion,

I can only remember to love you, my love, my only devotion.



Because I wanted to post something. No other reason. A bit stupid, yes I know.