Poems, occasional opinions and non-sense, and basically anything I feel like writing.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
For you
Friday, February 3, 2012
Whispers I
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
No Hard Feelings
Stop, smile, wait, and decide how,
How you feel about me,
How you want me to be,
I'll break every barrier, and swim every sea,
I'll change for you, no one to stop me, no force,
Whatever you decide, I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm yours,
I stayed up so many nights for you,
Wasting away in the dark, finding new things to do,
To get through your defences, these walls you've built around,
Your friends, your prejudices, your likes, your dislikes, your sight and sound,
For you I made myself better, without you I'm lost, one look and I'm found,
I wait on your every word, every move, every laugh , every sigh,
With every smile I die a thousand deaths, I die, I die.
And I knew
From the first smile, I knew
That I'll bow down to you,
And your tyrant eyes,
Make me laugh when they do,
Make me cry when they do,
I've become a slave to your eyes,
A puppet to your smile
I knew
From the first look and the first words,
I was over,
I was sentenced,
I was damned.
And when you refused, I was lost,
I met the wall I couldn't have crossed,
Everything so unimportant and bleak,
I can't have you, loneliness I seek,
And I wasted away in the dark for weeks,
But then I realize, maybe you're not worth the strife,
And I don't know if you know, but I'll survive, I'll survive.
Friday, December 16, 2011
Red Eyes
They stare past my self-illusions,
These red eyes I've been given,
They tell me what is,
And not what I want,
They show me what lives,
And also those that can't,
These red eyes I have now,
They point me in the direction,
Of transparency and justice,
They tell me now to go to places,
Where lies are out of practice.
These red eyes I've been given,
They look through you now,
These red eyes I've been given,
They no longer wonder how,
These red eyes I've been given,
Even see things you won't allow.
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Infinite
Monday, June 27, 2011
The Boatman and the Winds
Monday, April 25, 2011
When I See You
When I see you,
I am just happiness,
I am clean, I am pure,
And for that one moment I endure,
Truly, in a way that feels right,
In a way that is as it always should be,
In a way that robs me of all fight,
Free, hopeful, needy, and still in your might.
When I see you,
I am like a kite,
I am boundless and I soar,
And for that one moment I am more,
More than just paper held back by strings,
Destined to fall or be cut down,
In that one moment, my soul has wings,
From no worth, in the air I am the king of kings.
When I see you,
For that fleeting moment I conquer,
I conquer peace, war, the living and death,
I condemn everything alive and I treasure every breath.
I give rise to empires, and I kill giants,
I become your Hercules, your saviour, your hero,
Rise higher than an emperor, Fight villains and tyrants,
To die at your lightest touch, the smallest, weakest of ants.
When I see you,
I forget my place in the world,
I forget that I have duties and you’re not my right,
I forget that I have limitations the moment you are at sight.
I forget that you are not of my world,
That I cannot love an illusion,
I forget every law, every tradition, every notion,
I can only remember to love you, my love, my only devotion.
Because I wanted to post something. No other reason. A bit stupid, yes I know.